What's really on your mind, little boy. Today was hard. Today Kolya got really angry with me. He shouted, angered at me. I suppose it was his only way to make me hear him. 'I'm angry because you don't listen.' I have to hear you. I hear you. I love you. I'm hurting too. We are living in intense times of change. Times like this make you rock. They make you crazy with thoughts and stress. They make you learn how well you can cope. My boy can feel it. I need to keep strong. Sleep tight. Tomorrow is another day.